Happiness

I am so happy and satisfied with my life. With only two weeks left of classes people keep acting like I should be sad, nervous and nostalgic. And I always nod and play along...but in all honesty, I am excited and happy and SO looking forward to what is to come. Of course I will miss certain things. I will miss not having the responsibilities of bills and such. I will miss seeing so many wonderful friends all the time. But I can't wait to be home and near so many other people I love. I can't wait to start looking for a wonderful (pro tiny and not too nice) apartment for Travis and I. I can't wait to wake up with him next to me every morning. I can't wait to finally have someone to cook for so I can learn. I can't wait to get into big fights and lovely make ups. I can't wait to learn to live with the person I love the most. I also can't wait to start my job. I can't wait to use new skills and learn how to manage people. I can't wait to go to work and come home with no homework. I can't wait to get involved in new clubs and adventures. I am so truly excited and happy for what is to come. So, maybe it is ok to not be sad, and to look forward to the future and moving on.

I have also determined my weight downfalls. I had such a good week. Ate well and ran five miles 3 days and each day I was losing a couple pounds. Then my sister came and we stayed up late and had a wonderful time. But I was so exhausted today because I didn't get much sleep. So I took a long nap and when I woke up I just felt like I couldn't make it to the gym. So instead of eating well and just chillin I ate everything I could find in the apartment. I just feel like I have no self control when I am so tired...so it is either all or nothing. So annoying since it sets me back so much.

Hope everyone has a great weekend. Can't wait to celebrate Father's Day with the most amazing man in the world. The guy that will forever have the most special place in my heart, who I have always looked up to, who has never judged me, and who has always believed I could do more than I ever thought I could. Thanks daddy for helping to build me into the person I am today! Hopefully, I am making you proud! :)